today at school 31/01/2011

..lawak...bnyak maen2.ketawa bgai nk pecah klaz 2 taw...ahahahah ....ad lar seowg bdak ni lau kt owg bising dia marah r....ah lau dia bising xpe lak...ermm...tak2 skrung FI merajuk dgn aq...berselisih ge aq pm dia x tegr...nmpak sngat dia mrah aq...cedih toll r...aq xsuka dia merajuk sbnarnya cz aq xpndai pjuk...aq confirm kali ni mmg dia merajuk btol2...dyer merajuk coz ZS....asal lar dia jelez sngaaat dgn mamat 2 sorang...bengang aq...huh!!!!!!!!!!!!...urmm skrung dgn dulu begitu bnyak beza...skrung seronok sngat blajar.......klu lar kat sek 2 kt sbgai pelajar dpat pilih cg mne kt suka utk mengajar kt kan seronok....diaorang ckap cg PA aq banyak sush difahami.....dlu klu mse pA...rmai jerk manusia agkat tngan utk bertanya tp skrung semua diam...just follow jerk wlpm dlm aty ni berkobar-kobar mahu bertanya coz tak faham...xp g2 r diam jerk....erm klu mse SJ lak blh tngok muka mengantuk...ahhahaha.....separuh masuk ap yg diajar separuh lagi KO...ahahhaaa....n satu lg ADD MATH punya...msti blh tngok muka blur bdok klaz 2....ahahaha...d'jamin taw thun lpas ap2 pm aq xfaham....hurmm malang btoll jd aq ni...ahahhaa...ssh jgak duk klaz dpan ni...dlu dok klaz blakang steady jerk...skrung kene manyak susah oww...kene manyak mikir.....keje sek everyday ad....penat+malaz+terpaksa+mengantuk+mood=???

wondering

hah???? aq tak faham lar...???aq takot biarkan hati ni jatuh cinta bcz aq takot disakiti....n aq takot aq akan hilang dyer....cnthnya,klu bdak 2 kwan aq n then ble breakup dyer pm mcm jauhkan diri dyer dr aq....knpe perlu cam 2...sbb 2 aq tolok bnyak cinta yg datang dekat aq...n sbb 2 jgak aq letak prinsip seorang kawan tdk blh jd seowg bF utk aq...cz aq takot kehilangan seowg kawan yg disenangi...sbb 2 smpai sekarang aq tdk prnah biarkan hati ni jatuh cinta dengan seowg kawn klu perasaan 2 ad...aq akn pastikan ia hilang terlebih awal....adil kah aq buat dyer cam 2...???aq kesian tngok diaowg...seriesly hati ni slalu cair ble lihat kebaikan dyer owg....is this fair???

tenang

hurm...kaadang2 2 bile dngar ayat2 al-quraan ni btol2 buat aq rasa tenang...smua msalah n smua kemarahan hilang.....syukur alhamdulillah...:)...ari ni kn ad lar ES ni dyer slalu tanya sal keyceng yg dia bg kat aq 2....ahahaha...kdang2 tu dyer buat aq rasa mcm dyer suka aq.....mybe yup kot....coz ad kwan aq ckap mse aq duduk ckap2 dgn FI ni dyer mcm cuba tarik perhatian aq dgn lawak2nya n dlm mse yg same ES ni ad tngok2 kat aq....kwn aq ckap btol lar 2 dyer mcm ad felling dgn aq...ahahah logik ke tak..ahahah,....entah lar....kadang2 aq rasa btol jgak ckap kkwn  aq 2...huhuuhuu...dgn cara dyer yg mcm 2 kn...ahahah :)

:(

ah bowink btol ary ni...knpe lar just gen2 dyer jew in club yg aq join ni...ya allah bagaimana lar aq nk lalui nya lagi...kejem nyer....aq rasa mcm tunggul kayu cz diaowg semua dlm diaowg pnyer kawasan jerk....hah frust btoll aq...ikut kan aty nk kuar jer kelab ni.....mmg r best audition ni diadakan...xp xsangka lak muka2 2 jerk msuk.....ah mcm mner lar aq nk menghadap muka dia owg ya allah........tension nyer.....knpe lar.....aq rasa diri aq still tak diterima...maklumlah aq ni kn asal bdak class blakang...so dia owg kn the top....aq xmntak lbh just aaccept me...not more then that...hahh.... i feel very week....

why???

knpe lar semua lelaki yg pnah luahkn perasaan kat aq....aq buat dyer cam 2.???ok aq mksudkn...ad owg luahkn perasaan dyer kat aq n aq xtrime...after 2 ble dia ad msg aq...aq jd mlaz nk layan....aq tkot sngat dyer berasa aty...xp aq bkn segaja....dia terjd dgn sendirinya...tba2 jerk rasa mlaz nk reply or agkat dyer pnyer fom cll...allaalalal jhat nyer aq....ble lar aty ni nk okay agak2nya...hurmmm :( i don't like this situation...

hurmm

today is was boring day to me...aq tak taw nk buat ape....sbnarnya aq bosan sngat....mybe la sernok klu ad bf but aq xde....kdang2 tu aq rasa aq ego sngat.....n kejam sngat pada diri aq sendri....sshnya nk yakinkn aty ni supaya terbuka untuk sang lelaki....hurmm....smpai ble aq nk keraskn aty ni....

oh my god...

oh my god.....xcyer aq ad owg tnggu aq da 6 tahun dr darjah 6 lagi n smpai skrung still agaukn aq.....oh my god...i don't believe this....kidding hah....mne ley aq accpt dyer....dyer kwn aq ler n  frenz still frenz forever...to much kn....hurmmmm satu cite lagi...ary ni sek aq merentas dese....pnat gle xp have fun....wlpm xmnang.....xd kat sek ad lar member aaq ni dia maen dgn glue,...pas tu korang nk taw dye maen cam  ner lar blh terlekat dkat syiling gam 2....hbis tumpah smpai kene bju n rambt n muka dyer aq pm ape lg gelak lar :D...ahahahahahahahahhahahah...n one thing aq x cnfden lar ......dia ni cam  ner...aq xfaham dri aq sendiri....nk taw x aq rasa laen sngat ble tngok dyer ckap dgn pepuan xp ble yer x ckap ge dok puan aq xrasa pe2 pm....xp ble dyer ckap jerk rasa laen sngaaaat....ap mknenya 2....alamak....xfaham aq ge aty ni.....hurmmm :(

asal lar errk...

knpe lar aq nk marah dkat NF ni????pelik bin ajaib tol....dia xbuat salah pm ge aq xp aq blh marah dyer...slpas dia sebut name someone....xkn aq suka dia kot.....xlogik btoll....eiii...bhaye lar dia ni.....xkn aty aq blh suka dia kot.....ish.....xlogik!!!!!...alamak

blablalalalala

ahahaaa....seronk gle dpat maen kn owg ary 2.....2 lar spe suwuh maen2 ge aq sngat.....aq wase that boy like me lar.....cz asal dye xbg aq jlan 2 owg dgn bduk laki 2....smpai snggup kuar duit smpai xmo v nye aq jalan ge bdak 2....sdangkn bdak 2 nk sngat rapat2 ge aq.....bdak ni pm satu lau yer pm nk tnjuk dyer jelez jgn r dpan that boy 2....xsje2 yer pasan....stu ag bdak2 bkn 4we aq pm nk jelez2,.....stakat fair aq blh lar....xpkn yg aq hairanya that boy 2 x v aq blik 2 owg ge bdak 2....hairan bin ajaib siap pelawa ag nk tman aq blik ikut dpan..siap blanje n siap tpu agi cakap yg aq mai ge motor...xp sdangkn xpm.....xmo v nyer aq blik 2 owg ge bdak 2..... :) ....yg pasti bdak 2 memg jelez thap dewa r ge that boy 2....ahahhahhahaaaa klakar.....

first day sekolah...

hurmm...cedih toll...aq ingt dapat lar lari dr dye...xp rupa2nya aq xdapat...dia dkat jer dgn aq....aq tkot lme2...aq akn cair jgak...oh my god...jauhkn...i hate dia....xdpat nk diceritakn betapa sakitnya ati ni bila tngok owg disekeliling kt yg kt knal or yg prnah kt ad aty dlu.....
ari ni dlm class aq enth pe2 dia owg pnye kepala....hahhaa memg bising tahap kedewaan...gila jgak bdak2 keas2 aq ni...taun ni klas aq duk dkat dgn kelas lama2 aq 2...seronok...xp x seronoknya exam r taun ni...
sempena tahun baru ni aq hope sngat yg aq xkn cri msalah...just setahun ni for menentukn masa depanku...ahahaaa.....so permainan bru jer bermula......nk tahu finish dia 6t game over or not...tnggu jer lar....u go girls... :) n <3 lov u all