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ah bowink btol ary ni...knpe lar just gen2 dyer jew in club yg aq join ni...ya allah bagaimana lar aq nk lalui nya lagi...kejem nyer....aq rasa mcm tunggul kayu cz diaowg semua dlm diaowg pnyer kawasan jerk....hah frust btoll aq...ikut kan aty nk kuar jer kelab ni.....mmg r best audition ni diadakan...xp xsangka lak muka2 2 jerk msuk.....ah mcm mner lar aq nk menghadap muka dia owg ya allah........tension nyer.....knpe lar.....aq rasa diri aq still tak diterima...maklumlah aq ni kn asal bdak class blakang...so dia owg kn the top....aq xmntak lbh just aaccept me...not more then that...hahh.... i feel very week....