apa nk buat ni

ya allah ap aq nk buat ni....aq tak taw how n when bnde ni ad dlm diri aku...yg aq taw sakit sngat hati aqu ble dyer buat aq mcm ni...ya allah....knpe kali ni aq kalah...perasaan ni pm satu why kali ni ko kalah erk...now semuanya laen...bengan betuil aq...asal ni semua ni terjadi...what the hell lar ni....geram aq...mcm mne nk elakkn ni....aq xley buat cam ni....a'ah find someone for hiburkn hatiku n lupakan dyer....he will not return to the past again... fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i hate when love someone in silence :(